movin on..

I lepak at Hartamas wit mimi las nite.. and i got this sore throat for few days now..
it hurts so bad, and i felt i was getting sick..
suddenly tears fallin down,how i miss him badly..
i wish he was there to buy me sum strepsils or just being by my side.. it made me so sad..
then got back home and watched the movie - hes just not that into you..
and learnt sumthin from it..

-quotes taken from the movie-
Sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs.
how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.
And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future.
maybe the happy ending is just moving on.
or maybe the happy ending is this:
knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment…
you never gave up hope. (hope to simply wake up one day, smile at the reflection of yourself in the mirror and not wondering if you’re worth-loving)

And when things don’t quite work out for you two, you will be traumatized by the whole experience. It leaves you a big scar.

It hurts, giving something (along with your heart) to someone only to witness it be shattered into pieces.

Rose Kennedy once said “It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens, but it is never gone.”

hugs

need a hug..
to comfort me..
need a hug..
to heal d heartbroken inside..
need a hug..
so dat i cn be alive again..
so dat i cn breathe again..
so dat i cn be hapy again..
after all d endless pain ive been thru..

its hard to let go..
for all the 10 years relationship we had..
i thank u for the tears of joy..
and the tears of sadness when i was wit u..
its just so easy for u to forget..
when u had ur moments with them..
its just so easy for u to forget..
when u had it all..

u caused me pain, too hard for me to heal..
u bring me misery, too hard for me to handle the difficult situation..
im no one now..
i dont know wat ive become now..
im clueless..

heal me again..
take me to the right direction..
take me where ive started before..
im dying..
my soul is dying..
it hurts so bad..
now im at d lowest point in my life..
how could you be so heartless??

save me… hug me… dats all im asking for..