revived!!

huhuh..
finally, ive activated this blog again!..
i started using it since 2004.. and stopped all d activities at 2006..
jst now got problems signing in, coz i cant remember d username n password!
n another problem is the email i used for this blog is my old email..
owhhh how much i lovd my old email - urstink@yahoo.com..
it got hacked at 2006.. and dat was my oldest email since 1997!
i will not HALALkn whoever is using it..
and still i cant login into myspace coz using dat email also..
and i forgot d password also! hahhaa silly me..

i dont know wats wrong wit my head now..
usually, i can remember phone numbers or birthdays easily..
i also cant remember my bf's handphone either!
but after i only force myself to remember, then only i can remember it now..
haiyaa, now i hafta eat kismis evryday..
as wat my ex asked me to do..
he can remember things easily, and smart oso.. dats y im followng his advice..
ok.. stop praising d devil now.. whoops!
to increase ur memory, as soon as u wakeup,
eat 7 kismis with a glass of air suam, and selawat 7 kali.. amalkn stiap pagi..
insyaAllah u will not be nyanyuk..

now for the updates..
last 2 weeks, my car was hit frm behind at d bukit jelutong toll..
just a small one.. and need some paint job..
i havent fix it yet..
but still, ill get afraid when driving, especially when it involves car braking..
berdebar2 jantungkuuuuu... ohh..
ill look at d front mirror and see if the car behind me 'sempat' brake or not..
if not, duuuuuuumm again! huu mintak jauuuhh lagiii..

now for d love life..
hmmm quite a bit of problems here n there..
lov sucks.. in d beginning, yeaahh evrything is so wonderful..
u jump i jump la rite...
hmm, then 6 months later, dats when u get to know d REAL person ur with..
fuuuuuuuuuuuhh! its makin me craaaazzzzzzyyy!!
i can tell u dat its for sure..
i just hope things will go smooth between us...
and plz mouth.. when im angry, just shutup coz ur gonna worsen evrything!
but after the good and bad things happen, and what were goin thru til now,
i still looov him..
i guess im stupid sumtimes when it comes to lov.. evrtyime lah u!

next, job!
las week, i got an interviw wit a scret company.. it went ok i guess..
so the result shud be las friday, but now its monday!! monday bluessss..
hmm y issit called monday blues, not monday yellowish or smthing?
im hoping to get dat job, coz ive been waiting for 4 years to be a network engineer!
dat wat will me happy for d rest of my life, besides getting married n hav my own child!
but guess.. im stuck forever wit dis boring job again..
and wit boring ppls around..

so conclusion of this entry is..
me will never giv upppp..
me will try hard!!
me will COMPLAIN a lot but me will move ahead!!
(or else, i think i shud be dead by now..suicide? noo..)
me lov wat me got!!
me lov me! me cry, me hapy, me am me!
me lov God! really do.. HE gave a lot to me!
me can do it! hoo yeaaahh..
me strong.. come on bebehh...

tq i lov u for reading my blog.. huhuh hahaha
rasa mcm org psycho lak sumtimes.. noooooooott!

p/s: wheres my lovie dis mrning? no goodmrning email frm him.. syg ooo syg..