Wednesday, April 27, 2011

The Perishers - Hope You'll Be Missing Me (Like I Will Miss You)

Just heard this song while 'youtube'ing. cried the moment i heard it. fell in love with this band, and the song sway is good too.

u helped them to kill me
That's all that I'm willing to say
You no longer thrill me
All you do now is stand in my way

All they say makes me feel just as safe
I've lost everything that i own
All they say makes me feel
awefully blue and alone

I wrote us a song, you weren't singing along
But I hope you'll be missing me too
I held onto too long, I did everything wrong
But I hope you'll be missing me like I will miss you

I wouldn't say I've moved on
I wouldn't say I'm close to ok
Or that you no longer feel me
Or no longer stand in my way

I'm not too proud to admit to you now
That I'm still nothing more than a wreck
I do intend not to pretend til the end

I wrote us a song, you weren't singing along
But I hope you'll be missing me too
I held onto too long, I did everything wrong
But I hope you'll be missing me like I will miss you

I hope you'll be missing me like I will miss you

Sunday, April 10, 2011

pakcik cleaner

from the first time i saw pakcik cleaner mengosongkn tong sampah sebelah meja kerja aku ni, tiap2 kali rasa kesian bila tgk dia. sblm ni pun ada je cleaner2 lain dtg, tp tak kesian sgt pun. pakcik ni.. entahla, rasa mcm die seorang yg baik.
so everytime i see his face, mesti tertanya2 dlm benak fikiran..
pakcik ni ade family ke? da kawin ke? ada anak2 ke? berapa gaji dia dapat?
rasa mcm nk jd wartawan plak interview dia, and kalau bleh blanja dia makan. kadang2 tgk die jln balik, tunggu van dkat post guard tu, rasa mcm nk hantar dia blk. tp takut. since selalu tgk criminal minds lah, csi lah. haihs kena la berwaspada. smlm baru tgk movie the resident. conclusionnya, org baik takbleh dipercayai.

hm, ape special pasal pakcik cleaner ni smp aku pn bleh crita pasal die?

pakcik ni bkn mcm cleaner lain, peramah dan serius bila wat keje. bile selisih, dia yg first tegur dlu dan senyum.
pakcik ni tak handsome pn, muka ala2 pelakon ibrahim pendek. tapi bile die senyum, hati trasa indah skali spt jejaka hensem nk berkenalan.
but dat wasnt d real reason i post this blog. k, actually masa nk naik lift td, die ada. mcm seorang gentlemen, die bg aku msk dlu. pastu dlm lif, die tanya 'sudah makan'? aduhh, pertanyaan yg tetiba membuatknku tersentuh. rasa mcm terbalik plak, patutnye aku la tanya kan. sbb die da tua. tp tak smp hati nk tanya blk. takot die jwb, blm lagi. lagila aku ksian :( ya Allah, ko permudahknlah rezeki pakcik cleaner ni.

aku tatau pakcik ni org mane, agama ape. janji aku nk dia bahagia. mungkin, die lagi bhgia drpd aku kot?

pastu tak abih cite lagi, tadi jgak. on the way to toilet, die tgh mop kt hallway :( abisla tapak selipar aku kena. rasa mcm nk amik mop tu lap blk lantai tu. tapi dia boleh cakap ape, sory sory. sbb aku jln terinjit2 (btul ke ayat ni?). waduh, kalau cleaner lain, buat muka muncung ke dpan dah. then i said to him back, soryyy saya patot sory. yela die penat2 mop pstu kite jln atas tmpt basah tu. kotor blk. ingt senang ke nk mop ni? aku mop bilik pn sekali 2bln. tu kalau rajin. kalau mls, jwbler sdiri.

dgn itu, selagi kita bleh jaga kebersihan, jaga lah sebaik2nyer. jgn kencing mrata. jgn buang smpah merata. kalu isap okok kt bwh tu, jgn tgl tin air ke, cawan ke. mmg dorg dibyr, tp brp la sgt? kena plak buat keje kotor utk kite kan. tapiii pakcik cleaner boleh lagi senyum and say sory.

You never know what people are going through. A few kind words & a smile could turn their day around. ~IslamicThinking

-nawwar, finished typing at 3:31PM MYT