pakcik cleaner

from the first time i saw pakcik cleaner mengosongkn tong sampah sebelah meja kerja aku ni, tiap2 kali rasa kesian bila tgk dia. sblm ni pun ada je cleaner2 lain dtg, tp tak kesian sgt pun. pakcik ni.. entahla, rasa mcm die seorang yg baik.
so everytime i see his face, mesti tertanya2 dlm benak fikiran..
pakcik ni ade family ke? da kawin ke? ada anak2 ke? berapa gaji dia dapat?
rasa mcm nk jd wartawan plak interview dia, and kalau bleh blanja dia makan. kadang2 tgk die jln balik, tunggu van dkat post guard tu, rasa mcm nk hantar dia blk. tp takut. since selalu tgk criminal minds lah, csi lah. haihs kena la berwaspada. smlm baru tgk movie the resident. conclusionnya, org baik takbleh dipercayai.

hm, ape special pasal pakcik cleaner ni smp aku pn bleh crita pasal die?

pakcik ni bkn mcm cleaner lain, peramah dan serius bila wat keje. bile selisih, dia yg first tegur dlu dan senyum.
pakcik ni tak handsome pn, muka ala2 pelakon ibrahim pendek. tapi bile die senyum, hati trasa indah skali spt jejaka hensem nk berkenalan.
but dat wasnt d real reason i post this blog. k, actually masa nk naik lift td, die ada. mcm seorang gentlemen, die bg aku msk dlu. pastu dlm lif, die tanya 'sudah makan'? aduhh, pertanyaan yg tetiba membuatknku tersentuh. rasa mcm terbalik plak, patutnye aku la tanya kan. sbb die da tua. tp tak smp hati nk tanya blk. takot die jwb, blm lagi. lagila aku ksian :( ya Allah, ko permudahknlah rezeki pakcik cleaner ni.

aku tatau pakcik ni org mane, agama ape. janji aku nk dia bahagia. mungkin, die lagi bhgia drpd aku kot?

pastu tak abih cite lagi, tadi jgak. on the way to toilet, die tgh mop kt hallway :( abisla tapak selipar aku kena. rasa mcm nk amik mop tu lap blk lantai tu. tapi dia boleh cakap ape, sory sory. sbb aku jln terinjit2 (btul ke ayat ni?). waduh, kalau cleaner lain, buat muka muncung ke dpan dah. then i said to him back, soryyy saya patot sory. yela die penat2 mop pstu kite jln atas tmpt basah tu. kotor blk. ingt senang ke nk mop ni? aku mop bilik pn sekali 2bln. tu kalau rajin. kalau mls, jwbler sdiri.

dgn itu, selagi kita bleh jaga kebersihan, jaga lah sebaik2nyer. jgn kencing mrata. jgn buang smpah merata. kalu isap okok kt bwh tu, jgn tgl tin air ke, cawan ke. mmg dorg dibyr, tp brp la sgt? kena plak buat keje kotor utk kite kan. tapiii pakcik cleaner boleh lagi senyum and say sory.

You never know what people are going through. A few kind words & a smile could turn their day around. ~IslamicThinking

-nawwar, finished typing at 3:31PM MYT

plz dont hurt me again

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again.

But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart.

So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

~Bob Marley

when mr right comes

WOW! Bob Marley, u rock!
these are the reasons y its nt easy to get marry to sumone or to be attached wit sumone..
its nt d looks, or d money.. but how comfortable u can be wit her/him..
searching for soul mate is not easy.. we cud be heartbroken and betrayed a lot!!
but when the right time comes, the mr. right comes, i cud be d happiest ppl in d whole world :)

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.

You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.

When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face.

In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

— Bob Marley

nobody knows

- taken frm a frend's page-

Nobody knows its empty
The smile that i wear,
The real one is left in the past
Bcoz U have left me there

Nobody knows I'm crying
They won't even see my tears,
When they think that I m laughing
I still wishing u were here.

Nobody knows its painful
They think that I m strong,
They say that this wont kill me
But I wonder if they were wrong.

Nobody knows I'm praying
That u will change my mind,
They think that I had let u go
When u left me behind.

Nobody knows I miss u
They think I feel set free,
But I feel like I m bound with chains
Trapped in the mystery.

Nobody knows I need u
They say I can do it on my own,
But they dont know I m crying
When I m all alone....

lov is in d airr.. lalalalaa~

wehuuuu!

probably, most of u guys wud b surprised wit d titile.. hikhik..
uve been punked! nt by ashton kutcher, my handsome bf.. but meeee! ngahaha

ok2.. so wats d story mrning glory?
dis jan, it wud be 7 mnths im single.. u heard dat rite.. * i mean read dat rite..
i realized dat im hapy dis waaayy..
dats y i gained 7kgs in 5months!! first time everrr reached 47kgs..
a month after my breakup, my weight dropped frm 43 to 40..
then after dat.... grrr... must.excercise.silly!

hey! actually, i dont want to talk bout my fatness!
it shud b about... will u marry me? hakhak

wow.. i cud say dis is d longest of me being single witout d questions/sentences like
'when will i get marry' or 'i feel so lonely witout a bf' or 'i suck' or 'im a desperado'..
truth is, now......!
im sick and tired to be in lov againnn! after all d dramas, and endless heartbreaks..
hah! or is it bcoz...
i havent meet my mr. right guy?
am i choosy?
of course lah! right now, no one is better than before.. haihh.. move on damn it!
i am. i am. its just that the 'wooooow-oooooo-hes d one!-guy' isnt just there yet.
n once ive found him, i can forget d past one easily.. yeahh..

soOOo.. wats my type of guy? jeng jeng jenggggg...
let it be a secret... or else
ull b jst sumone pathetic who only wants to impress me..
but d main thing is...
RESPONSIBILITY! >>> how can u b d leader in a marriage, if ur so stupid? evryting i need to tell u ka??
like to PRAY 5 TIMES a day!??!!
bcoz im nt dat prfect u know..
so u hev to lead me if i got lost smwhere in d jungle and accidently took d wrong path.
u shud guide me back where i shud b n NOT leave me.
evryone.is.not.perfect! .u shud nt b d DEVIL.nor.d ANGEL. ur a human.. duuuuhhh!

i keep praying to God. if hes d one for me, then open my heart to him.
if hes not, shut it tightly.
people around me, dont force me when i dont want to.
d looovv will come..
dis time it shud be d final one.. InsyaAllah..

woww.. cant wait when d time comes..
being who am i know, makes me think wat i really want in life..
whos there for me when i need it..
appreciate myself mor, nt condemning myself like b4..
and i do complain a lotttt before! but m tryin not to now.
hey im cute kannnn.. n i just reached 27, i stilll look young..
so no need to worry much..
lov life more, lov God more.. then u can seek happiness :))

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ nawwar, 13th dec - 9:27pm

thanks to grlpawa.... frnds n family, for evrthing..
eventho i might b like sum shitty smtimes, but i do lov u all...

haaapy eidulfitri!

after a week in Kota Bharu, im backk..
this raya, i enjoyed it very much..
enjoyed being single, enjoyed to be young again..
surprisingly, no one asked me when will i get married.. heheh
and to my surprise also, as i was bukak posa d last ramadhan wit my family at Horizon.. got a sms from him.. my heart stopped for a while..
after 3 months, witout a word frm him..
he wish me slmt hari raya, maaf zahir batin -xxxxx-..
but i didnt reply, y want to.. it wasnt frm d bottom of his heart nyway..
he must be sms'ing all his friends wit d same msg..


wats so exciting for dis raya was, all my family got together..
my brother flew all d way frm Dubai..
and we got to take family pics together...
i was always d professional photographer, took pics at our living room..
we also had a shot taken at a studio in KB..
i didnt like it, kinda old style..
i preferred white studio but d photographers were still on leave..
so no choice, took pics at Medo...

for the 3rd raya, we had our family fiesta..
that will be told in my next blog..
and 4th raya, we all ate at Four Seasons, a quite famous chinese restaurant.. treated by my sis-in-law, kakned..

lullaby

found a new song called Evacuate.
lov it a lot!
how did i find it?
just watched a movie, 'Going the Distance',
d actress is my twin, Drew Barrymore. :p
in d movie, theres this band kept appearing.
they r called as 'the boxer rebellion'.
so as usual, youtube it and search for d best song.
enjooooooy!



-d lyric-
I dont wanna say
If it goes away
And I dont wanna try
You dont have to lie

And I dont think I said
What I should have said
I never caught you out
Though I had my doubts

Wait
When theres nothing left to waste
On a promise I can make
You dont want no one this way
Wait

And I dont see inside
Where you try to hide
And I dont wanna do
What you asked me to

Wait
When theres nothing left to waste
On a promise I can make
You dont want no one this way
Wait

We see each other from the corners of the room
I think that when this mess is over
Never make a move
When all I see is broken down to every size
I will remember how I got here
Love in every eye
I dont remember if the rest are ever good enough
And I dont remember if the rest will ever mean as much

And I dont wanna say
If it goes away
And I dont wanna try
You dont have to lie

goin down!!

chaos!... lots of tickets comin in...
dis is all bcoz of the New Zealand earthquake..
network downn! router down! switch down! oh my..
found a song by 3 days grace! and my head is banging now..

kenape ALLAH temukan kita dengan org yg salah

Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.

1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.

2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.

3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.

4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.

5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...

6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.

7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.

8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.

9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.

Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..

PERCAYALAH sesungguhnya ALLAH malu untuk menolak permintaan hambaNYA yg menadah tangan meminta dengan penuh pengharapan HANYA kepadaNYA..

-petikan diperolehi dari pencarian google-

frm me:

ape yg dikatakan di atas adalah benar.
dibuang dan dihina beberapa kali.
sakit hati tak terhingga.
but im still standing til now.
sekuat2 nya ku gagahkn.
mujur iman kuat kali ini.
agaknya sebab itu lah Tuhan bagi ujian demi ujian dalam setahun ini.
untuk mengajarku. untuk menyedarkanku.
mungkin untuk menghapuskan dosaku yg lalu juga?

stiap kali ptus cinta, pertanyaan akan muncul di benakku.
kenapa... dan kenapa...
petikan di atas adalah jawapannya..
aku slalu menyalahkn diri sdiri..
mungkin sikap ku.. mungkin fizikal ku..
tapi andai diri secantik Balqis atau kasih setulus Zulaikha pun..
jika Tuhan katakan tidak, dan tidak lah..

mungkin jodoh itu kita rasakan yg terbaik,
tapi dengan doa dan bimbinganNya,mungkin ada lagi yg terbaik..
Tuhan takkan menganiayai hambaNya..
itu yang aku tanamkan dalam fikiran stiap hari..

tahun lepas aku putus cinta..
tapi aku menjadi lalai, iman ku lemah..
aku mengikut perasaan iblis nya..
kononnya supaya dia rasa apa yang ku rasa..
smakin hanyut, smakin emosiku tak terkawal..
kali pertama aku menampar manusia bergelar jantan..
tetapi tidak lama..akhirnya aku dapat balasan darinya..
tamparan pertama sepanjang hidupku..
hidung bagaikan mahu tercabut..
pasrah mendapat balasan..
akhirnya aku membuat keputusan untuk tidak kembali padanya..

selepas raya pada tahun yg sama,
Tuhan ketemukan org yg ku rasakan baik dari sebelumnya..
memang..dia menjagaku dan menyintaiku..
kami jarang bertikam lidah..
aku perlahan2 berubah menjadi seorang muslimah..
menutup apa yg wajib ditutup..
tetapi kebaikan ku dipersoalkn..
aku menjawab 'ini adalah utk kebaikan ku, bkn kerana mu'..
pernah ku fikir, adakah ini salah satu alasan nya utk meninggalkn ku?
atau alasan lelaki lain yg mengatakan 'kau terlalu baik untukku'..
sgt tidak masuk akal..
pada masa ini aku menguatkn imanku..
dan aku bertekad, jika aku putus cinta lagi..
aku tidak akan menyerah diri kepada hasutan iblis..
aku akan terus berdoa meminta yg terbaik dari Nya..

akhirnya, waktu itu muncul..
cinta strusnya kecundang jua..
aku menerima cabaran ini dengan menambahkn lagi ibadatku..
terus terang ku katakan, selepas bertaubat untuk kali pertama..
aku dapat ketenangan yg tak dpt diperolehi sblm ini...
agaknya Tuhan mendengar hajatku..
untuk menenangkan hatiku dan kembalikan semangatku..

kini.. aku lebih bahagia..
aku sedar bahawa tidak perlu seseorang untuk bahagia..
hanyalah cinta yg hakiki, iaitu cinta Tuhan..
hari demi hari aku cuba untuk menjadi lebih baik..
AKU CUBA...... JIKA AKU LEMAH, INGATKAN LAH AKU..

namun dengan dugaan ini, Tuhan telah kurniakan rezeki kepadaku..
aku mendapat kerja idaman yang telah aku nantikan sekian lama..
sesungguhnya Tuhan Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang..
jadi tidak perlu berkejar2 untuk mencari jodoh..
ataupun cinta yg strusnya..
ia pasti akan datang..
dengan doa yg berterusan..

walaupun hati dikecewakan berulang kali..
aku bersyukur..
ia menjadikan aku lebih tabah..
peduli apa org kata..
mereka tidak merasainya..
tapi kita yg mengalaminya, beruntung dengan pengalaman ini..
dapatlah muhasabah diri, untuk menjadi lebih baik..
atau memberi peringatan kepada anak2 kita nanti..

*ini peringatan untuk aku, mahupun wanita2 di luar sana yg menjangkau 30an dan baru putus cinta.. ketahuilah sesungguhnya memang aku poyo ckit dalam penulisan.. hehe

music of my heart

im so excited today... heheh... know y?
coz i found a good song!!
back then, i lov to go to gigs and hear bands playing..
or just download songs thats interesting to my ears..
the soundtrack movie, or soundtrack frm drama series, or someone singing it in public.. u name it, ill find the song til d 'worm's hole'..
but since few years back, ive stop downloading other new songs..
now im back...... to search for more....

like to share with u one song i found... so good! and d lyrics, suitable for my situation now... hahahha.. GO ON NAWWAR!!!!!! will be back for more never-heard-in-radio songs..



Say No to Love

Yeah I’m looking for you
and I know you’ll be found
with the parking lot kids,
with the loneliest crowd
And his heart’s on his sleeve

and your hand’s on the wheel
trying hard not to say
what you just don’t feel -
yeah you just don’t feel

Now you’re looking away
could you plan an escape
from the places you’ve known,
where they know your mistakes?

And you wish he would stop
and you wish you weren’t steel
should you try to do something
that you just don’t feel?

Something’s coming,
but nothing ever does
Something’s coming
you better say no to love

When everything he says is wrong
and all you want to feel is “gone”
go on

When everything he does is wrong
and all you want to feel is “gone”
go on

tolol~

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love".


-Neil Gaiman-

redlight is coming..
my mood is swinging..
my eyes are tired..
my mind is awake..
my fingers are moving..

im bongok.. for missing u..
and u r a tolol..
so dat makes me a tongek..
and wat m i merepek'ing'??!
iii needd sum sleeeep..!

ngantoknyeeeee.......

y women always have the mood swing? i dont like it..
ladies and gents, this is called PMS.. please read,

http://www.womenlivingnaturally.com/articlepage.php?id=100 or,
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Premenstrual_syndrome

n im havin all the mood symptoms now..
-Depression-Sadness-Anxiety-Anger-Irritability-Frequent and severe mood swings

so please dont mess wit me now... dudududuuu~

cant ignore it

“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other;for those were some of the best times of my life.”

every night, every day.. ur always there in my mind..
hard to fall in love again..
bcause ur like a nail that cant be pulled out..
stucked in my brain..
but u were never there in my dreams..
cant open my heart to others..
i tried..
then our moments kept flashing back..
oh God..
how much i really need u now..
to see ur eyes looking at my eyes again..
i miss u....
but i cant do anything..
bcoz u hate me well enuff....

movin on..

alhamdulillah...

it has been 2 mnths, and 8 days now.. ive manage to go thru all d pain again and this time, doa yg berterusan+solat saved me.. i got more courage and im much happier now.. wit me, all by myself to figure out what i want in life.. wat i used to be back then.. the cheerful me..

i started to love HIM and asked my forgiveness. bertaubat for the bad things ive done in life..
seriously, after that, i feel way much better now.. and slowly accepting wats not meant for me..
i know God has planned sumthing good.. InsyaAllah..

Im not perfect

There are no tickets for tonight so im free now.. I was googling blogs in my night shift and i found something interesting just now, i dont know whether its from Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah's. So let me share it with you..

And I wish he could read this, since he told me 'Awk gf paling baik skali, awk jaga saya bagus sgt tapi sy takleh syg awk lg.. Sy suka kt pmpuan tu, lagi tinggi, lagi lawa, bljr oversea'..

the title is called 'Jangan Mencari Terlalu Sempurna'

Jika kamu memancing ikan....
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail,
hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu....
Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia
semula ke dalam air begitu saja....
Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya
ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup.

Begitulah juga .........Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang...
Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya....
Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja....
Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu
dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu....

Jika kamu menadah air biarlah berpada,
jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia
begitu teguh.... cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu....
Apabila sekali ia retak.... tentu sukar untuk kamu menambalnya semula.... Akhirnya ia dibuang....Sedangkan jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi....

Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, TERIMALAH seadanya....
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa....
Anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya....
akhirnya kamu KECEWA dan meninggalkannya.
Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhirnya....

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi...
yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu. Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat.
Mengapa kamu berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain..
Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan.
Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya. Kamu akan menyesal.

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cameron highlands

On 3rd July 2010, me and the girls (Zie, Kakmer, KakEli) had our first roadtrip together to Cameron Highlands, and it was my first trip to Cameron also. We didnt have any info to go there or where to stay.. It was a last minute plan..

We departed around 3.30pm. At first we took the road heading to Genting, but luckily before getting to MRR2, a friend said its better to use the highway to Ipoh and enter the Simpang Pulai exit just after Tapah. So we patah blk and continued to drive to the new direction. Zie was the driver of the day. The road to Cameron was a bit scary, so narrow and bengkang bengkok. I dont know how all the cars can drive so fast on a road like that. At almost 8pm, we arrived there and searched a place to stay. All the budget hotels were full. We had no choice left, so we stayed at a hotel called Irish Hotel, with a family room. There were 2 single beds, and 1 queen bed. Enough for the 4 of us. It was quite a big room but the toilet looked like it has been used with someones pee around that bowl. Yuck man!

After we put our things at the hotel, we had our dinner. The owner of the place was handsome. Hehe. Sempat bermain mata sekejap. Da full, then went back to hotel and drank Kopiko instant coffee. So good...

The next day, we went to the Rose Valley and Strawberry Land to take some pictures. Then head to the tea farm before goin back home. It was an exhausting day but fun with just the girls. Kakmer had a flu there. And i got it after we were home. Got 2 days MC for that.

so wonderful

this afternoon, right after cycling with zie.. went to Pantai Kelanang with abang, kojek, and zaly.. am d only grl, just to menyibuk! they went there to shoot sunset pics.. but i was there, just to relax my mind.. and yeap mission accomplished! the sunset was very beautiful and wonderful, it was just so soothing to see evrything.. and worth of dirtying my pants.. biar terkena kotoran demi pengalaman ;p on the way back, i spotted a love in the sky.. woow, so pretty i tell ya..

pictures from these photographers
http://www.flickr.com/photos/kojek2210/
http://www.flickr.com/photos/eilfikluz/

my butt hurts!

this morning, me and ziey went cycling at Bukit Cerakah, now called as Bukit Cahaya, i guess? last week we went there but it was closed already.. so here we are again.. early in the morning.. the ticket price is 3rgt per adult, and the bike rental is 4rgt.. if want to rent the new one, then the cost will be 5rgt.. but the new one was already finish so we took the old one.. at first, it was a bit awkward, well it has been 10 years since my last ride.. huhu the fun part when cycling was going down the hill! hee haw! but goin up the hill needed a lot of stamina and energy.. hah! my legs hurt afterwards.. and also my butt!

best friends wedding

yesterday, my friend for almost 20 years got married.. her name, aqeelah@qiey.. she got married with her 3 years bf.. the nikah took place at her house at bangi, on 18th Jun 2010, just after her birthday which is on 17th June 2010. I cried a little, d tears of happiness.. and some of it, tears of sadness.. d thought that reminds me of how easy he left me..

they became husband and wife with just a lafaz.. so happy for them, could see how much they lov each other even tho they dont say it evrday.. and qiey was so lovely that day.. after the akad, we ate lamb wit bread.. so good uhm uhm yummy.. i eat a lot these days.. coz b4 i went there, i already ate, then i ate again.. and again.. my tummy seems so hungry.. :)

and now, just came back from qieys reception at UPM.. went there with Sae and Kinot, 3 bujang lapoks.. huhu we all agreed to wear brown clothes just like qiey's wedding color theme. D gang was all there including Rozie and family.. except, dilot who was from Penang.. finally got to see baby Irdina.. comel like her momy.. met most of my oldest friends there, from sek rendah til menengah.. it was so much fun.. after taking some pictures, we went back home..

to my friend, qiey, u deserve to be happy.. ur such a nice friend for the whole year ive been friends to u.. may apis, ur hubby take good care of u.. a good person is meant for someone good also.. thats jodoh.. and u and apis were meant to be for each other for the rest of ur lives.. make a lot of babies..!

lompat si katak lompat!

ranidaphobia - fear of frogs!

im afraid of them NOT bcoz of their yucky skin.. but mama used to tell me when i was little, "once they bite u, they will never let it go til u hear the sound of thunder, it hurts when they bite"..

and til to dis day, i dunno whether that is true or not.. i dunno whether they have teeth or not.. true or false, i will run when i see them.. that goes for d doggies also..


this below pic, taken from my home's doorstep@KB.. i took d pic about a meter far.. i was going to take pics of d cute lil kitties, but mr. frog, d kitties bodyguard got angry at me.. look how garang his face was, muka pn mcm hulubalang, cuba letak pedang kt sblh.. budget takot laa.. tapi memaaang, ngerrr.. laaaaaaaaaariii~

spiderman

last sunday, 13th June 2010.. we did our 3rd mission.. it was a success also! 2/3 missions completed last weekend.. hahah reminds me of playing GTA, grand theft auto where u have to complete all the missions given.. ok, so the 3rd mission was wall climbing!! this will not happen without aji's help.. thanks bro! kamu lah sifu kami.. hihi i have tried to climb before at Camp 5, OU last year.. without the ropes, and without help.. it suck.. but this time, aji yang baik hati ade.. he's the one who gave us guidance, and hold the rope tightly so we couldnt fall.. we arrived at Putrajaya by 4pm, and rented shoes (rm7), harness (rm5), and belay (rm4).. so cheap la here.. http://www.putraclimb.com/2008/11/putrajaya-challenge-park/

at first, ziey was afraid to climb "tanakkkkk ko la dlu, aku takoott".. so i tried the small wall first, then the big wall.. i didnt manage to reach even half of the wall.. hahah it was so hard, and my hands were shaking.. sangat lenguh ok.. felt so stupid, n i just ignored evryone around.. biarpon byk je mamat2 ensem.. hahah then it was ziey's turn.. dgn lajunya, she almost reached the top.. tak padan dgn takot tadi.. but another quarter to top, she got tired.. after her 2 more tries, i climb for my 4th attempt.. heheh this time, i manage to reach the same level as ziey.. just a quarter to go.. dis time, my hands felt so heavy, sgt2 lenguh, i just couldnt reach out my hands to another rock.. i couldnt grip because my hands were sweating and my nails were long and got scratched.. so next time, better cut d nails short first..

after our turns, it was aji's turn.. yg semmgnye da profesional.. fuh just a few minutes, he reached the top.. then he tried another harder rock.. me and ziey were so tired and waiting hungryly.. we havent had our lunch for that day.. almost 7pm, me, zie, aji and apis had drinks and d best roti john at Putrajaya.. that was the most tiring day.. but so fun to do! and til to dis day, my hands and legs are aching and so much pain.. even ziey pon had a hard time opening the bottle.. huhuhu.. thanks to sifu aji, and his friend apis for spending the time with us.. :D next time kite gi lagi yerr..