im so laziee

wat i did today? sleep, watch tv and eat.. i should have send my literature review last monday but i dunt know why im so lazy... felt tired all day long since the soccer match started.. and now, i havent started a thing yet! urgh! ive been day dreaming all day long, wondering the old days, and it sucks.. adding my headache more! i was thinkin of why frends leave me.. am i that bad? am i that horrible? urghh.. the more i think of it, the more clueless i am! well, i called my frend just now, and she was at my other frends house, celebrating sumthin.. and i was not invited.. because one doesnt talk to me, and shes the one whos celebrating the thing.. so i dunt really care.. i wonder when will our 'misunderstandin' finish? i think for the rest of our lives.. i dunno y im the one who shud say sumthin first.. alwiz me.. i dunt understand y... when sumones mad at u, is it u who shud say hi first? or vice versa?