tryin 2 b bz

i need work.
tons of work.
i need to fulfil my time.
but got no task to do.
cant study, cant think.
dun wan to.
just wan to work witout thinkin.
me being dumb.
dun wan to be dat way.
me tryin to hold myself together.
its not easy.
need time and whole lot of spirit.
how am i supposed to do dat.
focus. focus and focus.
slawat and doa byk2…
Tuhan is there for me anytime.
i need Him now, and forever.
i am who i am.
i can take care of myself.
im not goin to cry in front of others.
i will be strong in front of them.
even though i felt so helpless,
i am not goin to be dat way.
frends, i luv u all 4 givin me support.
dats wat frends r for rite?
frends stick together.
dats all i have to say in dis dark morning.
its goin to rain..
my eyes wont rain. i wonder y?
i think im getting stronger day by day.
getting older, been thru lots of experience.
bad.. gewd.. happy.. sad.. all of it.
yeah, im getting wiser. not dumber.
huhuhu.
me luv myself. life must go on.
last for me,
takde doa yg didengar, takde usaha yg disia-siakan.
percaya pd diri dan hati.
cintailah diri dan segala yang kita ada.
jangan persiakannya.