luv

poyo..
m poyo?
ive made mistakes in my life.
ppl cant run from doin mistakes.
and so do i.
wat im tryin to say ere now is..
luv is blind..

the one who luvs u the most,
u never appreciate it.
i really hate him for wat he did to me before.
i was so mad for that.
when he called me, i gave so much excuses.
when he wanted to see me, i force myself to see him.
i was never happy when he approached me.
the disgust feeling came to over and over again.
but suddenly, just within this week..
i dunno why, i felt that i missed him so much.
and d other day, i dreamt, when i hug him, he didnt hug me back.
i woke up that day feeling so frustrated.
his luv for me is gone.

i realized now how much he loved me.
and its hard to find sumone like dat these days.
just sumtimes we need to take sum action to change sumone when
communication is not working anymore.
i remembered an email i got, fenghui watsoever,
marry wit sumone u luv to talk, as u get older conversation is important.
and to me, it is important.