life is too short for a stupid war!

2009..

dis year, stayed at home..
wondering and sleeping as d clock ticks 12am..
heard d fireworks..
but just ignored it..
y wanna clbrate?
its sad to see other country being attacked..
where is d humanitarianism?
seeing a child being killed, brought tears to my eyes..
y wanna kill innocent people lives?
its been years they suffer..
just STOP!! STOP ALL D WAR!!!!
makes me grateful to live in this country..
but d other day..
i saw this old man was picking used bottles at d parking lot..
finding recycle things that can be sold..
its so sad to see there r still many poor ppl out there..
as long they find rezeki yg halal, God will alwiz be by their side..
there r sooo rich ppl spending their money on wasteful things..
like how paris hilton spent her money $400 a minit buying clothes
just for her new year clbration..
so for this year, i just hope that the world we’re livin in would be a better place,
just as michael jackson’s song..
im hapy to know now he has became a muslim if its true..
another reason i dunt wanna clbrate is..
part of me, im not hapy.. i dunt know wat i really want..
but if i knew wat i want, things will get blurred in d end..
im just hapy to know dat my family and friends are alwiz by my side when i need them..
i would like to apologize for my mistakes i did as for d whole year of 2008..
i know ive hurt lots of feelings..
for 2009, i hope i could get married.. my goal as my age would b 26…
finding the person who really luvs u is really hard..
well its not hard, but sometimes, we cant see it..
we let go of it without tryin to know more of them..
not giving a chance to understand them as well..just looking at d outside, not inside..
but thats just me.. hurting myself more and more to be wit sumone i luv..
im hoping dat guy would take care me more as when i first knew him and how he approached me..
and how he treated me for d first few months of us being together..
i hope d spark will not end… d luv would be just right there… not goin anywhere..
huh.. enuff of all d 2008 craps..lots of hopings and ‘angan-angan’..
open a new book, and rechapter evrthing..
hope i could be a better muslim.. a better daughter-sister-friend-employee, just a better person..
peace to all… ! jiayou!